The Goodbyes Have Begun

It's weird being a senior knowing I'm going to be back in the fall, but so many other people are leaving. I think its just starting to hit me how much is about to change. I'm lucky in the fact that several of my good friends will still be here, but the greater majority of people I've known since being at Auburn will not. Wednesday was senior chapter. Our last chapter ever. Crazy. My friend Caroline had a candle light, perfect way to end. They've been dating for six years I think, so we were all glad to be able to see a candle light knowing that they would get married. I may never see several of those girls again. We had had Jewel Degree the week before, making us all ADPi alumna. The next night, Thursday, I had an art show with one of my classes out in Opelika. It was a lot of fun, but at the end of the night we realized that we may never see some of the senior project people again. More goodbyes. That same night was the last crusade which sadly I had to miss, but Tuesday night is Crusade's senior dinner.

Its so weird to think about how you can see a person almost once a week for about four years, and then you just don't. I haven't even thought about saying goodbye to my good friends yet. Luckily we've got several weddings coming up, so we'll have several opportunities to see each other soon. I'm trying to imagine what its going to be like in Auburn in the fall. Like I said I still have several friends that will be here, so its not like I'm going to be here alone. Its just going to be a different Auburn I think. Then after only five months back, I will be leaving, saying goodbye again, and starting over. Scary, but exciting. So exciting. I'm at a transition point in my life, a stretched out transition since I'm not graduating until December. I'm just rambling now and I need to go study for a final. I think I'm getting back into this blogging thing.